I’m sure you’ve heard of people choosing a “word” at the start
of each New Year. The word usually has something to do with what you hope for
or want to be. I had always wanted to
pick a word, but would usually forget or decide the word I had chosen wasn’t
good enough, or some other excuse. The same thing happens when I decide I’m
going to start a journal, a diet, a cleaning/organizing plan…
A few months into 2013, I got my first word… BRAVE. I had breast cancer. I was going to need to be brave and hold onto
my faith to get through it. I soon
learned that being brave had very little to do with what I could do, and had
everything to do with what God could do.
God gave me unexpected strength.
He made me brave.
As 2014 rolled in, I was finishing my radiation
treatments. No more cancer! My next word… SHINE. I wanted to shine with the victory God had
given me over breast cancer. I wanted to
shine with all that He had done in my life.
Matthew 5:14 in The Message says,
“You’re here to be light,
bringing out the God-colors in the world,”
and that’s just what I was going to do.
It’s hard to shine all the time. I sometimes wondered if I was really shinning
at all. Did my flaws and mistakes and short-comings
dim that light? I realized again that my
“word” had very little to do with me and had everything to do with what God was
doing in me. He shines. He is working and moving in my life and that
light can’t be put out. It doesn’t
matter what stupid things I do, He’ll shine through. That’s another word… GRACE.
With 2015 waiting in the wings, it’s time to pick another “word”. Several words have come up in recent months
and definitely have meaning to me for this time in my life…. HOPE, FAITH,
PEACE, LOVE, BEAUTIFUL. I went to The Word
(aka. The Bible) to help narrow it down and I found this passage (emphasis
mine):
“Be assured that from the first
day we heard of you, we haven’t stopped praying for you, asking God to give you
wise minds and spirits attuned to his will, and so acquire a thorough
understanding of the ways in which God works. We pray that you’ll live well for
the Master, making him proud of you as you work hard in his orchard. As you
learn more and more how God works, you will learn how to do your work. We pray
that you’ll have the strength to stick it out over the long haul—not the
grim strength of gritting your teeth but the glory-strength God gives.
It is strength that endures the unendurable and spills over into JOY,
thanking the Father who makes us strong enough to take part in everything bright
and beautiful that he has for us.” -Colossians 1:9-12, MSG
JOY. God had given me strength to endure (be brave). He let me shine his God-colors to the world and much more. You can be sure that all of that spills over into JOY.
Each day I want to choose JOY.
I want to remember everything God has done for me and look forward with joy
to all that he has in store.
“when troubles of any kind come
your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy.” – James 1:2
NLT
And it’s not just about my
joy. I want to share joy and bring joy
to the people around me.
“Everyone will share the story of
your wonderful goodness
they will sing with joy
about your righteousness.” – Psalm 145:7 NLT
Bottom line, I want my life to point back to Christ. I want it to be undeniable whose I am and
where my JOY comes from. So in 2015, I’m
all about the JOY and I’m wishing the same for you!
thank you for this beautiful post. I have been thinking about the best part of the holiday season which brought lots of family illness and kept us separated. I was thinking in the midst of all of this we are still holding each other up in God's faith and love ad that will endure no matter what
ReplyDeleteI hope you are all healthy now, CatieAn!
DeleteKeep holding on to JOY!!